So here I am finding myself watching the 54th ANC NATIONAL CONFERENCE, it’s praises here and there, a few prayers, fist in the air and of course the dancing. Nothing I have NOT seen before, it’s always the same thing over and over again – talks about liberation and freedom, the same old story. To me, it’s becoming watered down and quite frankly, it’s stupid to continue this parade, we look like fools don’t even know it – the singing is the most annoying of all the stupid things they do at such gatherings.
It seems as if no one wants to get serious, we’re like children, thinking that singing, praises, dancing and the occasional fist in the air will get us back or country, and Independence. We as Africans, it seems, do not want to be free, we don’t want to be a better people, we continue our tradition of our ancestors – which brought no benefit back then, the singing, prayers, dancing, not wanting more for our children. We only think of today, like the animals in the wilderness, tomorrow must provide for itself – a childlike mentality.
There are some things in my culture that I respect, and upheld, but to continue this clownish behavior is not going to get us far – we want to entertain other people, a sign of a weak person. We talk too much, for hours we talk and get no where – our people still live in squatter camps, impoverished, while the politicians are getting fat and uglier by the day. They annoy me with their stupidity, and their foolish talk – something the rest of South Africa seems to enjoy.
I say that the old generation must die-off quickly, their old cowardice ways is what’s stopping us from making progress. They are still fearful of their former enemy, and our current enemy, which they, as a whole, were too incompetent to defeat. Today, we the new generation still have the same problems they had, but it’s beautifully color coded with small talk and big smiles. They think that they fought for liberation, by singing and dancing but it’s all a lie! It was help from outside that brought change, it was other Africans who, today, can not even visit South Africa, that brought change. They fought the wars while our older generation was singing and dancing in the streets, their so-called “protest”.
There was no real civil war in South Africa, this is the reason we’re still impoverished. We want to going loving everything white, something that infuriates me – the weave, the stupid look on these women’s faces when they have their stinking weave on. It’s disgusting, and a sign of inferior complex. They wear these sickening things with great pride!
I tell myself many times not to get too emotional about these things, but it’s disturbing and I can not see myself cohabitating with such people any longer. To me they can NOT be Africans, they are NOT worthy.
This is not our own doing, but I blame the generation who came before me for not fighting harder, for not giving it their all. Instead, they wanted to work for the “baas” – who gave them nothing but a few cents and old bread.
My mother told about my grandfather, who sucked up to his white employer like a baby to a tit. Whenever the “baas” came to pick my grandfather up, if he was still drinking his hot coffee he would immediately stop and run out to the “baas”. If they called for him, he had to kneel and take off his hat at the door. Today, my mother can not stand whites for the humiliation they brought on to her father, because when he came home he would take out his frustration on his wife and her. He wanted a son that could help him work for the “baas”, but she was born( a blessing for me, but a curse for him), he hated her – for what could a woman do?
Today I still see this obedient behavior in many Africans, it’s sickening! They still trust whites with their lives, because all is well, right? It makes me want to strangle some of them, their childish/childlike mentality/behavior is what got us in this mess in the first place – but today they still sing “Forgive and Forget” as if millions of our ancestors were not murdered, raped, enslaved and sold to the highest bidder.
Tell Africans the truth, and they’ll hate for it – even kill you. They want a fantasy, to take all their pain and incompetence away. A fantasy where all is well, in this fantasy we’re colorblind – even white ourselves. A lovely fantasy, for the weak and incompetent of course.
Whites created a fantasy for themselves after they discovered that the world was Black and Brown dominated. In this fantasy, they are the providers/bringers and gods of civilization. Everything great in history, they created – IN THEIR FANTASY OF COURSE. Now melanated people wants a fantasy too, but in this fantasy as mentioned above, we’re all equal, even family – one people, colorblind… But the rest of the world does not feel this way, the “white world” together with their “near-whites” and mulattos has another fantasy going, in their mind, they want world dominance, total control – something they almost have and something they’ll try to get by any and all means necessary.
In conclusion, I’d like to ask you, the melanated reader, to stop this madness of protesting against people who’ll never listen. In turn you’ll start to see what’s really meant to be done, stop wasting your time with this fruitless silly protest and start to for your future in ways never seen or heard of before.
For LAND and VILLAGE! Amandla!